Teh!

I discovered something while listening to 月牙湾: I actually like girls to teh!
BUT they can only teh when they're alone with me, without anyone else in sight, or when they are singing! I love the teh singing voice haha! Liang Jing Ru also v teh!
I am actually quite turned off when they teh in front of other ppl. I get pretty embarrassed. I like the woman who is a lady in front of others, and knows when to be teh when with me. I told a lady friend of mine about this and she said: 贱货

Hahaha! Yes I am a 贱货 !

P.S: Of course powerful, well controlled singing voices are good! But the one that gets me all worked up is the teh voice! Nabeh it took me so long to realise this! It raises the protective urge in me you know what I'm saying? Like you just wanna hug the lady when she's singing and protect her from all the evil forces of the Decepticons! Transformers! More than meets the eye...

Unplugged!

Nice song!

Status

Nothing funny here.

Went to see doc today for my chest pains. He made me go thru ECG and decided that my heart was ok. Nothing wrong. But I have to go back again for chest X-Ray tomorrow morning... for my lungs... wah I can't wait to see what kind of state my lungs are in man. Hope they are still alright.

On quitting smoking, I must be honest and say I fucked up today. I smoked 2 cigarettes. One after lunch, one at around 3pm. The urge after lunch was super unbearable. I used to smoke about 3 cigarettes after lunch. I have to curb it!!!!!

I want to quit!!! I will quit!!! I will succeed!!!

I AM GOING TO QUIT SMOKING

Yes I am. Just finished playing a round of soccer and I am getting chest pains. Quite scary leh. What if I just die like that? So many things havent do leh... sigh...

As they say, people are 贱. Only want to take action when something goes wrong. Well I am 贱. Now a bit of chest pain and I decide to quit smoking.

That being said, let me now list down why I should quit smoking. So whenever I get the urge, I will come and read this and motivate myself!!!

Reasons to quit smoking

1. I want to be healthier. Smoking burns my lungs

2. I want to be fitter, and smoking will make me less fit

3. I want to smell better. Yeah I know we can use perfume and eat sweets, but we smokers know. The smell is always there.

4. I can save more money. 1pack/day=$10. Dont smoke for 1 yr--> Save $3650. Dont smoke for 10 yrs--> Save $36500. Wah lan eh.
Can do a lot of things with this money leh.
I have smoked since 01/01/2000.
That makes it 8yrs, 2 months and 25days.
Assuming average cost of cigarettes to be at $8.00,
(8x365+61+25+2leap yr days) x 8.00= 3008* 8.00= $24064!!! Nabeh! I would have been at least 24k richer!!

5.My arteries can be less clogged. Yes, smoking clogs up your arteries. Dun believe? Go look at all quit smoking websites. Even if you are skinny like Yaohui, you still can get clogged arteries thru smoking. And clogged arteries = sudden death. Yeah. Just drop dead suddenly. Well I have sold enough health supplements to know this leh.

6. Teeth can be whiter. Smoking stains the teeth. Go look at yourself in the mirror. Enough said.

7. Higher sex drive. Actually dun need to be much higher already. But, oh well... Would you mind having more money? Dont get it? Stupid kid.

8. Family will be happier. My mum wont be always kao-peh-ing about me smoking. My sis wont come home and say: eee.. you smoke. so smelly!

9. No more looking for lighters, no more running out of cigarettes. No need to take cigarettes from others when I forget to buy. 无忧无虑

10. Erm I am running out of ideas. Well this will normally show a lack of motivation to quit. But I want to quit.

I WANT TO QUIT!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO QUIT!!!!! I WANT TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!


Motivate me. Remind me. I will blog about the whole process here. WIll update everyday. Hahaha.

Think I will go have a last cigarette. (I hear you laughing/sneering)

Now watch.

You're not funny!

0:"Your blog damn emo"

1:"Aiyah nothing much to blog about recently leh"

0:"Cos you're not funny"

1:"..."

Sigh... I think I am really not funny liao leh. My mood factor has been a sine curve recently. Before I am happy enough to post, I am sian again. And when I am sian, I have no mood to blog lah.

Will be happy/funny soon!

Meanwhile, check this out: Stockholm Syndrome

Go wiki it and see what it means!

This is it.

分手吧

Don't

Don't do that again.

Go sort out yourself, for yourself. I do not wish to be involved in this circus. I want to know whatever I put in is worth it.

As of now, I don't see results. It's ok not to see results. It's just a slap in the face to achieve negative results.

I wanted this to work. Now I am just weary. Convince me otherwise please.

Cooking soup

This soup will taste better the more we boil it. I promise.

Meanwhile, I really enjoyed sitting at the KPT, chatting over some beers with you, and learning more about you. Buddy-like behaviour, yes. But the soup is only just boiling.

Let's continue making this work. I can see this happening.

80% Happy!

I am 80% happy!

why am I suddenly so happy? Well I have someone to be happy with now!

Will post more when I reach home!

I am very happy!