Change is the only constant
It's been so long.
I will be simple this time. No fanciful sentences, no funny stuff. Just updates since the last time I was here. Don't read if you can't take vulgarities.
Lost a very dear friend. Dunno how to carry on blogging without blogging about him. He was quite a bit part of my inspirations. He used to smoke with me at my void deck while we discuss biz ideas. Or when I low morale or sian he would be there, as usual. "eh chee bye" was his usual style of greeting. hahaha. I miss him. And I feel fucked up about not visiting him. I will do it this weekend. See you on Sunday, Benny!
Went to reservist, got so much encouragement from my course-mates to sign on.. applied, went for the interview, went away with super high hopes. Everything seemed to go be going great.. then the fucking army decided to leave my hanging dry. It's been 5 months. Those fuckers.
Decided to do something in the meantime. Got a job, got fucked by my boss, fucked him back, resigned (HAHA). Got my first taste of being back-stabbed at work. Aiyah it's ok I will forgive. Some people are just there to let you know how good the real people around you are.
Fell out with a friend. Quite a good friend, if not one of the best. Aiyah fuck it man. Time will heal it lah...
Do I sound very down? You would, too, if you're typing on a very slow computer that hangs every 15 mins. Laggy somemore.
I sound down, but I am not. Not at all. With the turn of the seasons, my life is going to turn too. I see not just light at the end of the tunnel, I also see a new BigBang. How this version 2.6.5 is going to be like, I will update you.
Inside me there's this undescribeable rage. I'm still trying to find out why and what caused this. Maybe I will share more. Next time.
I hate you, life. You think you can screw me up? haha no way. I will get back on my feet and fuck you back. Give you ten times worse. I will make you my bitch, and I will enjoy you. I have a story to write about you, and meanwhile you just wait and see. I control you.
I will be simple this time. No fanciful sentences, no funny stuff. Just updates since the last time I was here. Don't read if you can't take vulgarities.
Lost a very dear friend. Dunno how to carry on blogging without blogging about him. He was quite a bit part of my inspirations. He used to smoke with me at my void deck while we discuss biz ideas. Or when I low morale or sian he would be there, as usual. "eh chee bye" was his usual style of greeting. hahaha. I miss him. And I feel fucked up about not visiting him. I will do it this weekend. See you on Sunday, Benny!
Went to reservist, got so much encouragement from my course-mates to sign on.. applied, went for the interview, went away with super high hopes. Everything seemed to go be going great.. then the fucking army decided to leave my hanging dry. It's been 5 months. Those fuckers.
Decided to do something in the meantime. Got a job, got fucked by my boss, fucked him back, resigned (HAHA). Got my first taste of being back-stabbed at work. Aiyah it's ok I will forgive. Some people are just there to let you know how good the real people around you are.
Fell out with a friend. Quite a good friend, if not one of the best. Aiyah fuck it man. Time will heal it lah...
Do I sound very down? You would, too, if you're typing on a very slow computer that hangs every 15 mins. Laggy somemore.
I sound down, but I am not. Not at all. With the turn of the seasons, my life is going to turn too. I see not just light at the end of the tunnel, I also see a new BigBang. How this version 2.6.5 is going to be like, I will update you.
Inside me there's this undescribeable rage. I'm still trying to find out why and what caused this. Maybe I will share more. Next time.
I hate you, life. You think you can screw me up? haha no way. I will get back on my feet and fuck you back. Give you ten times worse. I will make you my bitch, and I will enjoy you. I have a story to write about you, and meanwhile you just wait and see. I control you.
posted by BigBang at 6:00 AM
2 Comments:
i think u shd wank more...den your life would be great again....
yup tts what i do too...
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