Saturday, January 12, 2008

为何你还来拨动我心跳

I think it was two nights back. Out of the blue she (BCG) msged me over Msn. Didn't know how to react. We chatted anyway, for a while. Pretty awkward, but she's quite a PR lady lah so the tension was diffused after a while.

I guess I am alright with BCG, but some hurt still linger. There's no definite time frame for moving on, but I just cannot pretend nothing ever happened. Not when I put in my time, feelings and effort lah.

As I said, I am alright with BCG. Just need time to be friendly. I realised a trend: I will only start to forget the previous serious gf when I get into a new relationship. That's a bit fucked up, yes but that's the way I operate. BCG told me I used to mention my previous gf a lot during our conversations, but that's just my way of getting her out of my system. Alas, just when I completely got her out of my system and was very fully into BCG, we ended the r/s. Haha the irony.

I realise I should blog about BCG here, so that I can get her out of my system before anyone new comes along. There'll be less funny posts for now.

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